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every so often i suffer indirect observation of traumagenic “vs.” endogenic “vs.” tulpagenic discourse, and their concepts are just so wild. we’ve identified pre-proto-αἰμ0 and alpha-Carbon in our earliest memories, but also i was created in response to trauma, but also it was also a conscious decision to create me. and Purp later split off from me for unknown reasons. (funniest hypothesis: medicine side effects.) so are we now going to be kicked out of every space simultaneously for being endotraumatulpawhoknowsagenic or what?

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@anya also, like, this one just completely does not give a shit, and doesnt understand why one would do so. even as a system who would be at the highest rank in this absurd privilege chain some beings insist on being real, it could not give less of a shit about where other beings' headmates come from lol

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@lexi yeah… also like, why would one not just lie about this? nobody can see into my mind, let alone our mind from 20 years ago, to see if what i say really is accurate about our experiences back then!

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@anya even further, why do beings even talk about this in the first place?? (except for making fun of discourse of course) this one considers that information completely irrelevant, especially towards strangers who want to use that against one neobot_confused

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@lexi hmm, it did give me a bit of anxiety at the start to learn the reason i exist. (which did suggest that i would be deleted/replaced if i didn’t fulfill that reason.) but we discussed this internally and decided none really cares about origin stories, we exist now, and that’s what we have to deal with. so yeah. who benefits from making this into a central part of one’s identity?

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@anya yeah i also think it’s kind of dumb — externally there really isn’t much of a difference between these three groups and some endo-/tulpagenic systems i know also suffer from trauma

thankfully the plural/plural-friendly spaces i’m in really do not care about how your system came to be or what its topology is

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@anya I've seen mixed-, unclear-, unknown-source as pretty common descriptions, actually. The last one in part also because nobody cared

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@lnl yeah, thankfully most places i encounter are somewhat normal. but sometimes you do a bit of research and fall into a rabbit hole where the rabbits are like “show us a doctor’s note or we’re going to call you problematic for eating carrots” :s

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